Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Action Pack Night

Just when i completed my thousand words report bla-bla-bla-ing for my website project, i print arrange meimei and thought to myself,
"i can finally sleep early for the first time!"

then i happily went into the room and arrange my study table.
It's so messy.

i never bother to arrange it ever since i brought that table.

it was brought 2 months ago, so not too long also lah.

=D
there is 4 book racks.
the last rack was seldom touch on.

lala~ it is mainly used to put books like " the singapore true ghost story 7, 13 and so". The charlie and the chocolate factory storybook used in sec 2 lit was also place there.


as i went on to arrange the last rack, something come running out of it.
"WAH DUSTMITES!"
the dustmites are damn big.
its the average small beetle size. i thought dustmites are all ants size.

i hurry use the nearest paper available and pia the running fat dustmite to a flat object. Then there comes the horrorrrrr.....

more run out.
OHH jialat.

i hurry wake my sister up, asking her to bring me the pesticide in the fastest rocket speed.
i kan chiong alr ma.

and then my sis just plainly lament on and on and on how i wake her up from her sleep, and she tml got school.
she then tries to mimick snail walking to walk over to the kitchen, bringing me the life saving pesticide.

while you know what my dog do?
he took advantage of the chaotic situation, run into my room, and bite away my roll of purple socks. he simply grab and run to his hideout; his sleeping blanket.

I thought dogs are colorblind. wonder why he like the socks so much.
Previously he was already aiming for that bright purple socks. He keep entering my room and bite away my socks. i always manage to be there whenever he turn his ass away and run out of my room sneakily.


back to dustmites.

5-6 more run out. and i kill them with the all mighty pesticide.
then as i remove all the dusty books from the last rack (i never know there were so much dusts), i saw something again!

this time around, its a.....

cockroach egg.
no wonder the dustmites are so fat and big.
i immediately remove the eek eek egg with tissues and spray pesticides all around the study table area.

now you might think, "Why joy's room so dirty?"
is not lah. i have been cleaning the room now and then.
in exact, my mum has been cleaning it now and then.

the last time she clean was one week ago.
she clean everywhere except the study table. she wont want to mess up my stuff ah,
if not ill get upset and screammmmmmmmmmm.
*winkwink*

ill stomp my feet and wave my fists in the air, demanding her to return me my stuff.
*winkwink again*


my room is dust prone.
just because my room window face the carpark and i stay at level 4.
anyone wanna change room with me?

Monday, January 29, 2007

its 3am.

seriously, i should go and sleep now.
i have finish drawing,

and my drawin sucks lah.
spent so much time shading but it still look not okay.

nvm.

i actually have alot to blog.
but i forgot what i wanna blog,


OHH the shi xin huey malaysia concert got ghost appearance.
go youtube.com and search keyword shi xin huey.. and u will find the video.

it look real to me leh.

and xu wei lun pass away hours ago.
such a pity,
how wasted.
shes young.
pretty and...

aya

conclusion: please drive safely.
i hate the thought of anyone around me get into accident or any serious injury stuff.



the best flash website i ever seen,
click here.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

why

why sometimes i have to put up with your nonsense.
why sometimes its plain irritating to hear u talk like im on very good terms with u.
why i always find u a pain in the ass.
what makes u think i wanna listen to u.


if u noe who u r,
please,
come and confront me.


ill tell u if thats u.

today.

went for interview at raffles place.

hf working environment is nice, not bad.
time will pass fast over there

i dunno abt IMM.

i just watched the show.. err, "galiant Gang"
or sth like that.
i dunno how to spell also.

thereee. the movie that therock act in, as a boys home football coach.

its another movie that looks and feels like "Coach Carter".




i must continue on to drawdrawdraw.
its raining again.

Friday, January 26, 2007

sucks.

yes. im the leader of this project.
but it does'nt means everything kao wo.

u depend on me, ill get piss off.
u work like what i have ask u to do, ill be happy and most likey we will all have fun while doing this super lame project.

designing a boardgame.




we have fun all along while working on this "interesting" project.
u guys enjoy it.

so do i.


but.
whenever something screwup, u guys will just look at me and ask me "how ah joy?"
and then i will calmly crack my brain to think of solutions rather then blame u all.


u finish adding a color,
and then come and ask me,
"Joy can anot? u think i should add yellow instead?"

ill always reply u "Up to u. u are the designer, not me"

and then here comes the ultimate reply
"i dunno can anot. u are leader, u say can means can"

shitu. everything ask me must as well ask me do.



today u guys can't come to print the game pieces, board and all the other shit stuff.
me and yizhen wait for the "life-saving" thumbdrive for 30mins.
u bloody took 30mins to come from np to kap bus stop.

bus fake one ah.

u come and look as blur as always.

while we are at sim lim square, at the print shop, things begin to screw up again.
u didnt do what i have assign u to do.
i have trust u to do this, (and u look damn hardworking, so i trust u)

not that i didnt do anything,
i have to plan this that, do the design work like the rest of u, get involve in the process of all u guys work.

my duty in the project is the marketing manager.
in week16, i still have to bring our project infront of the 2 tutors and pitch our product to them.
MEANS I STILL HAVE TO GO AND RESEARCH ON "how to market a boardgame, and do a game pitch to the publishers"



meanwhile, u guys just go and rush the other projects that u guys have delayed in starting.
i start early, thats why i so free now.
but doesnt mean i have to do more then the rest.

i spent time money effort in this project.
none of us wanna screw this project up.
but like i say, u depend on me, ill get piss off.

and the next thing ill do, is to make u fail this module.
while ill pass.
because my marks depend on the presentation marks.
thats my original duty and task only.

do the pitching.
which i have the most confident in.


fuck.

\\\\
the end.
=DD.

while i was on my way back to np for lion dance from sim lim,
i feel damn peichek on the bus.

the thoughts above keep on repeating in my head.



until i saw the scene of an old building and blueblue clouds, with streaks of orange and pink in the sky, of the sun setting.

and i realize what for get so angry.
im not in control.



and most importantly,
being happy is the most important thing in life.

"a day without laughter is a day wasted"

eh right?


let me think... did i laugh today.?

lol i did.
and thats good enough. comecome~ laugh along with me.
lalalalala~

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i must blog more often.

i must keep track of the things i do and think as i grow up.

below 21 still consider .. pre-adult.
or 18? =D

anyway, today...
forgot what did i do today too.
no s&w. didnt play any soccer, didnt touch any ball. we sit in classroom and listen to the ex-national singapore soccer team player coach talk about his experiences in the asean cup he took part in 1994.

singapore won that year. 80% of the audiences in the malaysia stadium was singaporean

he say on his journey to malaysia wasnt that smooth.
custom check at malaysia causeway actually took the whole team an hr.
an hr.

normally the duty officer just CHOMP and u go. 5 mins. is all it takes.

the duty officer will takan them, and along the way, alot of things will happen.
then there will be journalists from malaysia doing interview with u.

and he also mention, theres this match singapore got to win against malaysia,
they won.
when back to the hotel and found out their hotel glass panel broken and pieces of broken glass scattered around their dinning place.

they found a big stone too.




ANDANDAND, he predict the score tonight will be a draw.
really draw lo.
wasted.
i was planning to bet on 1:1 right after he say that.

then i forgot about it.
ahh.ahh.AHHH.

MEL is down. for me.
i cant log in awhile ago. luckylucky, now i can log in.
theres a test tml and all the reading materials are MEL.
no mel, no GPA hope of 4 also gone.


i found new target in life man.
GPA .4!



its impossible.
but come on la, impossible is nothing. nike says that. =DD.
(if i dun get 4, since i aim high, probably still can mantain previous score of 3.5).

ahahahah! target for GPA4 is not to stress myself up, just to give myself a challenge.
i have been staying in comfort zone for too long.time to give my ass a break.
Stand Up and Move.


school is getting more fun. listening to jokes and stories from friends in class make time fly man. I think is because i finished most of my projects.
just 2-3 left to be completed.
nostress. nostress. holiday is coming~~ WUHUUU.

9 more days.
YES 9 more days.
thats the best thing about my course. when everyone is mugging, we r on holiday.

must think about how i wanna spent my holidays already.
work. nehneh. see how.
i always have a plan to venture into the retail business. from sec3, i have already got plans to do this and that.
never put into action, thats it.

or, should i go to tibet?
dunno mum will allow anot. if i go alone.
=D think it will be an super adventure that ill never forget in my whole life.
i really wanna go.


and ill come back as a nun.
maybe. tibet have nun?







ohhhhh,
9 days.
project, drawings, pitch, presentations.
do all this and....


9 DAYS.
9 days will come soon right?

Monday, January 22, 2007

as far as i remember,

i used to bath for 30 mins when i was younger, soaking myself in water till my fingertips turn winkle.
those were the days when u can afford to bathe stressfree and just play with water.

and then as i grow older,

i start to think bathing is a waste of time.
i dislike bathing.

ohh dun worry, my dislike for bathing ends in my primary school era.
now i bathe like machiam the water comes from heaven. free one.

i dun even know why did i blog on bathing.
too much stress i guess. remember one of my new year resolution is to be happy everyday. so difficult to achieve.

past 2 days i have been doing my website project non-stop. literally non-stop.
wake up, eat, do project, eat, do project, sleep.

im amazed by myself too!

right now i'm ahead of my schedule for project. so gdgdgd~~
it means i won't have to rush through other projects and anyhow chap something presentable to the tutor.

my website project i have to create a website with 5 links, on the theme, uniquely singapore. meant to be a interactive portal for Overseas Singaporeans.

in 2 days, i used flash, dreamweaver to create a fully flash functionable website. At first the programming codes make my head biggggg.




and then, it got easier as i figure out one.
and then two.
three.
four.





OHH my GPA got hope alr.



today lesson was fun. i drawdrawdraw. using theory from physics to draw animated human pulling, pushing, lifting heavy box.
zuxian was telling me a joke during break...

zuxian: joy i ask u ah, whats the first thing that comes to your mind when i say "Guang Ming Shan"?

me: "Guang Ming Shan" si ming lai eh?

zuxian: =.=

me: "Guang Ming Shan sounds familiar eh! from singapore one ah? ( i thought maybe its some china wudang, shaolin, ermei shan, mountains)

zuxian: ya in singapore one~


(it suddenly struck me)


me: OHHH! the place to hold ashes for the dead one ah?
zuxian: YAYAYA! u know what Lifei just told me?

zuxian: she come and ask me how to go to "GuangMingShan" cause she wanna do the website project on "the temple at guangming shan" and she saw on net that there's this veryvery big temple on "GuangMingShan".

lifei: =.= i dunno maaa.



the rest of us were laughing till, i choke on my plate of rice.

How Uniquely Singapore it is!
Singapore has limited land to bury all of us.

and the sub-theme is suppose to be "Place of Interest" for her.
for me, i choose "Place of Interest" too as my sub-theme.
But mine is abit dull, i did on "The Merlion Park"

Not Guang Ming Shan.

Probably the next time i will choose bukit timah hill.





i miss watching Naruto and Bleach.
This coming holiday ill catch up and watch all!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

hungry.

im so hungry now. its 3a.m in the morning.
what am i doing now... drawing, sketching, and shading.

by hook or by crook, tml must finish this storyboarding project.

so i wont be attending school tomorrow.
since tml lesson will take place in the library, as our classroom is used for open house stuff.

and lesson in the library = self study.

=D
must as well stay at home and continue to shapen my 6B pencil and SHADE.

ONE FRAME took me 15 mins.

i still have 20FRAMES + 3 POSTER DRAWINGS .
that will take meeeee... er. how long.



5hrs+3hrs. (estimated time)
=8hrs in total to finish this project.

and im very sure 8hrs is definately not enough.


today! is the last day of CATS.
CATSCATSCATS. finally it ends! lucky i can afford not to go for one more lesson of CATS. so next week im not going.

we got excellent for CATS presentation. EXCELLENT.
quote from tutor: "this group presentation is veryvery good. infact excellent!"

but he add on..
"right but the concept of the product is not very good."

argg. watever la. what matters most is, it has ended.




yesterday when i was on bus, i saw this cat lying on the road. in the middle of the road i mean.
its dead.
nvm.
THE HEAD IS GONE. the body position is pose like its sleeping. at the neck hang a collar bell.
at the head, where its suppose to be, whats left is only one big lump of bloody pink (can i say bloody pink? pink is not bloody right?) flesh.

decapitalize.
poor thing.

reminds me of saddam's aides execution.
he got decapitalize, accidentally, they say.

wonder if its true.
thought they suppose to calcalate the length of the rope use depending on the individual weight, so to ensure the drop of the hanging will be just right, and break the neck immediately.

too long a drop results in decapitalize.

if they say its a accident, it means they calculate wrongly.
how is it possible to calculate wrongly?



another poor fellow.

Monday, January 15, 2007

=DD

happy.
happy with myself finishing 3 tasks in a day.
basically i sit infront of the laptop and study table draw draw draw for 6 hrs.
do programming shit for an hr.
edit that poster logo and color for 10 minutes.

spent 2 hrs reading newspaper and watch tv. plus play with kopi.
spent some 20 mins, clearing up kopi's pee and poo. HE BLOODY PEE in the living room.

spent 2hrs eating dimsim for breakfast outside this morning and eat some mee for dinner.

there goes a day.




tomorrow will be another busy day. time to bathe~~~ yesyes i haven bath. ahahha!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Its Raining again.

rain. i like rain.
i like the wind that blow so hard against my window that it break.

nah. just kidding.

i miss sec school. life sux when all you do everyday is to go to school, waste some hours, receive your assignment project, and go home to finish the accumulating projects.

remember in sec 3 and 4, we bitch and gossip everyday.
during breaktime, during lesson time.

ting sit beside me in sec3. i can tell her all the things that happened to me the previous day when i was walking home. i will complain and wince how life sucks when all you do everyday is to study for o'lvl.

in canteen, the girls will sit around and just eat mee soto and bitch.
like how mr chow thinks hes so cute with his "metal acid metal acid~ hydrogen" song.
and how sarcastic mr wong is with his words.
and how misswidya crycry and cry.

these days, i always have alot of things wanna share with sisters. like how i have this classmate that i dislike so much. but everyone's busy living their life.

resulting in me having so much to complain, wince, bitch, gossip.

so i look at people around me.
classmates? neh.
doubt they wanna listen to me talking about my family matters too.

the sisters are still better.




overall i just wanna say,



arrrgg~
i forgot what i actually wanna blog in the first place.

homesweethome.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Neglected

its 4th of Jan!
=D Elder Sister's Birthday.

did i follow my resolutions set on 1st jan?
i tried man. i tried.
1st resolution is to be happy everyday. at least i laugh heartily everyday now.
remember the class motto of 4e2?



"A day without Laughter is a Day wasted"

i have neglected my mon.key at the blog.
lucky hes not going tio starve to death or something.
and i think i have also neglected kopi.
he is smelly. but the weather's so cold. he will freeze to death if i bathe him now.

i didnt sleep last night. i was watching dvd "My Girl".
Some parts are so funny that i think i almost roll down the sofa.

im suffering from insomia thesedays. i cant sleep at night.



right now im in class, err, studying.
my eyes are so tired that it can shut anytime.

lets seeeee... liondance later.
im so.. "You Xin Wu Li"
liondance needs alot of energy. energy to daydream. damien coach talk like free one.
i wonder how he can repeat his sentences so many time without him choking on his saliva.

FinalFinal. (i swear upon my grandpapa name its final) Poster done.
later ill send it for printing and mounting.


Monday, January 01, 2007

new year resolutions

yesyesh. making new year resolution is a sacred thing.

we never follow the resolutions we set.



lets see..
my resolutions for 2007~

1) i want to be happyhappyhappy stress-free everyday.
2) i will go to tibet this year.
3) i will have a portfolio that im proud to show off to.
4) i will and must have the determination to go jogging at least once a week.
5) i will save up enough money to get a professional camera.

thats around it.
5 resolutions.






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2007,,
exciting year iszit it?
wonder what awaits for us in this year of pig.

"happy new year".. this phrase means wishing each other happy 365 days throughout this long one year.
how many of us really think of what it means when we wish each other with this common phrase?
to many of us saying this phrase has turn into a habit. a habit that we shown on 31th dec and 1st of jan.

i receive so many happy new year blessing from friends and family and loved one.
thanks!
in return,
i wanna say

"HAPPY NEW YEAR" too.
and i meant it.