No more long hair.

i cut my HAIRRRR short. bob behind.
and dye blue-black.
that salon people actually ask me dye violet.
i think ill look old in violet. so.......




i can see blue strip in my hair. so happyhapy.

but blue comes off easily iszit it? so sadsad. it wont last.


dragon dance toned my arms.
YEAYEA, no more flabby arms.

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=D


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this is very un-grown-up, hongfang.

this blog is dead.

this blog is declared DEAD.







































im kidding.
=D


whens the last time i blog,
cant remember.
So whats happening in my life now.
after all the 3D car modelling, 3D animation, Animation drawing, and lion dance competition,
i mostly done with this semester work. Left 3 projects, and a exam.

finally reduce to 3. WEE~~
and im confident i will have enough time to finish it





my austin mini cooper.



liondance competition we didnt score well.
6.52 is not good man. but we wasnt sad.
it was so last minute and didnt set any expectation in the first place.

unlike color guards. we were good.



im going phuket on 30sep.
right now everybody work hard okay?

exams, projects will soon be over.
holiday got to find a job, sponser myself for the phuket trip and driving lessons.

chalet is cancelled. im not too sure what had happened too.
i was looking forward to it during the holidays.
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today, i pon a lesson.
it was exam revision. (yes, cheaterbugs, they lie that we don't have exams; WE HAVE LOR)
most people pon. nick pon too.
so i guess its alright that i pon.

anyway morning i had a morning class.
tutor is suffering from PMS i think.
CRAZY ASS.
He simply walk into the class and #$%^&*()P.

He got a problem with almost everything.

alright, i was the second person out of 25 people to present my work.
I have to show him my storyboard, model sheets and tell my story.

"My story title is The Killer Elephant."
I reference my story from a online spam.shhhhh..


=D




Elephant; the killer.
zookeeper; the one who got killed.
one day elephant is eating in the zoo.
Henry check his watch and its time to check on elephant.
Elephant shit and henry move the dungbox away; out of screen.


Night falls,
Sun rise.
A day passed.
Henry went to check on elephant, and was shock again that the dung box is empty.
at night, henry check on elephant again. NOTHING.
He suddenly got an idea.
the next morning, he bring along oliver oil, banana and plunger to the cage.

He tries to feed elephant with banana, but fail. It chew the banana and spit on henry.


Okay one scene is missing here. I didnt bother to draw it, cause it will take much time.
(yesyes im lazy here=X)

Next he take the plunger and plunge the elephant's ass, but fly off instead as he plunger the BIG ass.

lastly he took inject oliver oil into its ass.
woooh! it work!
The elephant shake vigorously.
And WEEE~~
The elephant let loose and the impact thrown henry to the floor. *LANDSLIDE.
Henry knock his head on a rock and fainted.

meanwhile the elephant continues on to..... shit on top on Henry!




He suffocated to death.
weeee.
END of story.





hows my story?
I know my storyboard was so-so-not-so-nice.
i rush through because of lion dance competition.


elephant was cute right? I KNOW! ehehehe






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buoyant-ing.
buoyant-ing; its so funnnnn..

after my bro cut kopi's fur, kopi too crappy man.
no longer CUTEEE. so unlike me.
Spotted something weird?
Do pigs wear spec. Obviously not.
but somehow it look like MR.
we were at orchard jalan jalan, and we found star war characters walking on the street.
the spec look so familiar, doesnt it?

Im working through my ass here. Stay back in school till6 everyday that one week.
Kopi is so cute back then.
Sometimes when im working my ass through projects, and having difficult times, i think of my sisters. wonder what are they doing at that moment.

Shopping?
Having fun?
Studying?
Doing Projects?
Working though their ass off too?

Thinking that they are also working hard somewhere on earth, it motivates me to just work my way through too!
=D

UBIN AGAIN??
OR STEAMBOAT also can!
14 people at the table remember?


=D.


WHATS THAT?!

Kopi has been biting off the sofa legs.
So my mum stick chilli at all edges of the sofa.

So dogs eat chilli??

Harry Potter Mania

OKAY.

i think a storm of harry potter mania is coming back.

or maybe not.


21st july!
the book is coming out.
weeeee.


im rottin...in class now.
its not like i have nothing to do.
its just. no mood.

im gg liondance later.
=.=

in 2 weeks..

in this 2 weeks,
i have break down twice.

projects burying me.
worries overwhelming me too.
when the night is dark, the feelings just become too much to handle.
during the day, i work my way through, projects,projects,projects. ideas,ideas,ideas.

on bus, think of ideas.
eat lunch, think of ideas again.
back to class, implement the ideas.
go home, continue on projects.
wake up, same whole fucking routine again.

the funny thing is, the night after i break down and cry,
the next morning i still go to school with a smile. its like yesterday night never happen before.
because the emotion is not that strong anymore? probably.

hey.joy is hardworking.joy can handle these projects okay.

just that i dunno what the fuck im doing these projects for.
like there is no target and goals. except for that piece of diploma cert.
this is not really my interest.
this is not really my passion.
neither do i know what i want.
everyday im stuck on the thoughts of "i-want-to-quit-course."
i really want to. this is not i want. but hey...

i have no courage lah.

yesyes. im very stereotype.
who iszit?


if i think it from a very positive way,
just do it. get my cert. move on.

maybe i will be a happier person.


i nearly thought im suffering from depression.
how scary.

phew.



okay. its friday again.
how should i spent my sat and sun?

The moon does not lie.

The moon does not lie.
It does not follow you when you are in a moving vehicle, say, taxi.

It does not seems to be bigger at one time, and smaller at another time.
It does not lie about it size, even if you try to take a round big moon on your camera phone, and you ended up with a around small moon on your screen.

The moon does not lie.
The human create lies.

We lied to others to save ourselves,
we say its a white lie.

The above paragraph is a white lie, trust me.

we lied to ourselves to feel better,
we say its self-comforting.

Its really self-comforting. Im not lying.
Try it and you know im not lying.




I got my mini cooper car model today.
I wanted a austin mini cooper car model for my project. But MR bought the mini cooper S model. Austin mini cooper car model is hard to find in shopping malls.

Although its a mini cooper S model, and not the austin that i needed, im still very glad.
I open the mini cooper model box like a anticipating child; slowly and carefully.
Thats when i realize, it actually means alot to me.


Because i can feel your effort.



I should learn to open my eyes wider.
I should learn to feel more things around me.
I should learn to appreciate small yet wonderful things,
and i should learn to enjoy life.



I don't have much time left to enjoy life.
Take it that i live to the age of 62.
I am 18 this year.
I had got 44 years of time left to accomplish so many things.
Its short.

Going around the world will take more then 80 days.



A person's biggest dream might actually be someone's else small, achievable task.
But not to worry.
You are you.

Everyone else are different.
Like what the f7 sisters always say,

The god is fair.

pretty but stupid;
ugly but clever;
pretty and clever = no bf;
ugly and stupid = blissful marriage;




12.48am alr!
SLEEP LIKE A LOG EVERYONE.




NIGHT.