Monday, March 26, 2007

A bus trip.

Sitting beside the glass panel,
looking out to the familiar buildings.
The bus trip home feels so nice.

after staying in an air-con place for 10 hrs, reading just magazine and books,
sitting down, occassionally standing up to serve customers.....

i feel so.sian neh.


ahahah!

i was on bus 947 as usual after work.
and this angmao uncle board the bus. and find a seat infront of my seat.

at the next stop, the bus start to get crowded. people are filling in.
there is this daddy and son( in childcare uniform) who has no seats and have to stand.
this angmao uncle and the malay girl beside him stood up and give their seats to them.




its so nice of them.
its like so rare to see such things happening around.


as the bus turns to a corner, i saw a lion dance troupe performing.
and i actually alighted one bus stop earlier to get down the bus and watch them perform.

something must be wrong with me.

OKAY im damn hungry. should go and look for dinner now.
2 more day of work!
blog again later!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

i am feeling......

moody is the word.


because i was laughin like crazy awhile ago.
and den i start to feel damn bored.
after 2 hrs, im depressed.

too bored- makes u think- and u get depress.


im so tired.
maybe because i only sleep for 3 hrs and went to work for 10hrs.

my head weigh a tonne now.
it means i have a big head.
and it also means i have a big brain.

so u get what this entry is about already??




its about joy having a big brain and calling herself smart.









told u im bored and moody alr. *stomp my feet in rueban-ish style.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Troubled.

KBOX YESTERDAY~~



Kbox. our first time at lvl 8 kboxxing.

She's the mic holder.


linda says shes the singing queen.

look at the table. kind of dirty ah.


linda feel blind.
WE ARE HAPPY~~

after kbox session, linda came to my house.
for WHAT?

to play with my dog.


dun tell her she's being shoot.
after that we went bowling at CDANS.
at 12midnight.
Our lady's night have begin...

she look like she's going to fall. if fall, she confirm score a STRIKE.

Our special Lady's Night. lalala~

First round results. i won linda!
with 2 zeros infront, i still won her.
so obviously, im happy..
and she's not very happy.

second round, halfway through, we got the same score. Tension starts to build in...

linda and her new phone.

second round results. i win by a BIG margin, even though i sucks in bowling.
i cant bowl.
i can roll.

after bowling, we feel hungry and went to eat porridge at 24Hr gombak kopitiam.
our usual suppermakan place.

after supper, we feel fat, so.... guess what we do.

AHAHAHAHA! linda says it helps in digesting.
at 3am in the night, we were playing with this,
makin a din outside people's flat.

not very nice i know. but we were happy.

me and my still oily face.
we went home to change and wash up and meet later on to jog.

at 5a.m in the morning, we were at 24Hr gombak shop and save,
SHOPPIN.


linda says she want to buy WangWang GuoDong. =.=

Then we decide to go to kopitiam to have our breakfast.

i rem when i was young, i always have this for my breakfast.
as i grow older, i wake up later, and seldom eat breakfast in the morning anymore.



at 5.30am.
linda 变成KOPITIAM 啊嫂。

nono. she help me bring over my breakfast eh. how sweet!
thanks linda. i still owe u breakfast money ok.
then we start to notice this cat.

we always have all these for breakfast during the yusof time.
right fang?

every morning i will meet linda for breakfast outside yusof kopitiam.
i miss the days back man.


after breakfast both of us end our lady's night. and went home to crush our beds.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Stuck.

The moon shines on you,
the stars shine on its own.
The viewer reach out her hand,
sneak the sky into that empty pocket.

But it no longer shine,
the moon and the stars.
The two ends are burning out.
she has bited her tongue.

That loaded pocket is emptied,
with hope that they will still shine.
The sky that belongs,
it's so near yet so far.

A galaxy away,
she has found her skyway.
Previous possession still haunts,
therefore, she stays.












Have you ever feel stuck somewhere?
got stuck in the life?
just did your business and found that there is no toilet paper in the cubicle?
having to decide to stay in the queue or to rush for that next bus?


DAMN. im hungry.
wheres my chicken rice?





AHAHAH! i remember leon and lion dance chu shi when i speak of chicken rice.
We have chicken rice for our 3 meals in a day.
remember remember?

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

HURRAY PART 2

A picture shows a thousand words.
thus, ill show pictures instead.




GPA of 3.3.
=(

its lesser then last sem of 3.5.
sian eh.

and with no AD somemore.






okay. i gg bathe and out later again.

HURRAY

I'm feeling sick yesterday so i went straight to bed quite early.
AND I WOKE UP THIS MORNING,

i realize its 14march alr
our result is coming out today neh.
and thamzhihao's appeal result was out yesterday.



and the good news is i changed by HP. number, and didnt update Npal.
so they cant sms me my result.

the bad news is im too nervous to check out my result on net now.
i was feeling nonchalant previously about the result man,
and right now when i think of what my GPA will turns out to be,
i get nervous.


so contradicting.

last sem was GPA of 3.5.
this sem?
will it be better?? or ..







LALALA~im having sweaty palms now.

ok.ill pluck up my courage to check later on.
*shug.

its scarier then watching scary movie 4.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Bacon Bread.

i like to eat bread with bacon.
not just any bread, it must be whiteee breaddd.

=DD.

This coming Sunday kbox meeting, everyone will be going right?
except for Sam. So ill make 6 bacon bread for u all okay!?

its edible.
Don't Worry! My cooking skill confirm chopchop better then Juan's.



anyway i sleep till 3pm today,
woke up by this call from school.
I have previously apply for a sale assistance job for Creative.Technology through NPal, but it seems like they have enough people.
So my job application was push to some admin job, for the E-enrollment thing.


ill be working from 19th march to end of march.

OYES, im employed.
it means im one step nearer to buying my Nikon D80 SLR.

lalalalalala~





i woke up from that call, and then have a bacon bread. (yes bacon bread again)
and went jogging.

SOMEBODY mentioned to me that i have FAT LEGS.

anyway, this time round i was better,
i jog around durnean for one full round without stopping.

the next time i must jog for 2 rounds.




reach home eat my lunch cum breakfast and watch a DVD.
damn.
at the end of the movie, there was no ending.
Apparently, there is part 2 for this movie.


#$%^&*()

ohh and i bring kopi for his 3rd vaccination today.
The vet sounds like she is reprimanding me for delaying to bring kopi back for his IMPORTANT injection.

i have delayed in making the appointment for 2 months.



i was busy u see.
or maybe lazy.




okay thats what i have done today.
i should end my day with maybe a ben&jerry icecream.
NAH! so late alr,
go where to get a ben&jerry man~

go downstair mama shop and qingcai get any wall's brand icecream.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

men are all saddistic.

One day, when tom was on his way to school, he saw a big crowd crowding around something. Everyone was discussing ear to ear about something.
He went nearer to check out what was going on.

and he found a little girl lying lifelessly, on the floor.
No one was giving any help.
People around her was plainly discussing why is she on the floor, who is she and etc etc.

Men are saddistic creature.
We love to be a part of everything.
Yet its all for the wrong purpose.





For example, charities show.
we have to see dark, sad videos on how this particualar old patient was going to die before we all get TOUCHED and start picking up the phone and dial 1900-112-whatevercrap to donate $5.

And why do we watch charities show?
Bacause you don't have cable tv subscribed thus, force to watch what is left to watch on plain, boring channel 8 or U.

Or because, of the daredevil action packed stunts perform by the artists.
If some artists got injured during the performance, it will become a BIGBIG thing in which the next day, it will become the headline on The New Paper.

Or if some artists seems like performing some life threathening stunts, it will become the headline too.

Every year same thing, whats the novelty about it.
Yet people still enjoy watching you know.
Contridicting.
You watch these shows, and the next thing you do is to critisize how shallow the shows are, by performing these stunts to attract donations call.





Im better.
i watched the charity shows(because i don't have cable tv at home)
and i don't make donation calls. (even though im touched)


The only exception is that, ill make donations calls for NKF charity show.
They offers me to win something. condo, car, credit cards, cash, and ... alarm clocks when i help to collect money for the charity card.
(remember? the NKF charity card we used to do in primary school?)




i make a $10 donation and i receive a alarm clock FREE!
that MR. Tan help in millions dollars donation and durai give him a $20,000 cheque.




see, human are saddistic men.

im not happy.

i just came back from mac.

and went to discuss ming's friend project at there.
its his friend's school project.
yet it seems like i have to do 80% for the work.
ming did 19.9%.
his friend?


probably 0.1%.

doesnt sounds very right, right.



its yr module project on building a website.
and u approach me for some help.

i say okay, u can call me up to ask for help if u need to.



in the end, it ended up as me HELPING to do the website.
so what is his friend suppose to do?

go to flickr.com download some photos and copy paste some articles.
thats it?

oya have to edit the article and summarize it too.






seriously, the flash project wasnt difficult.
and i actually enjoyed working on flash.

my own flash project took me 2full days to finish it.
its really wake up, eat lunch, sit infront of the study table for the whole day till dinner time, go for dinner, bath, come back work on the project~~



%^&*() on and on and on~~~~

u see..
i think its unfair.
im doing the work, yet u get the credit for it.
its not MINE project.





u ask me why i have to help?
its a damnnn long story.













anyway, i learnt my lesson.
next time i'll charge a fee if anyone approach me to help.






=DD.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Another Day

i wake up at 1pm as usual.

the liondance training yesterday yao wo de ming.
my legs and hands and arms and body are like getting heavier, cant climb out of bed~

anyway.
i wake up, eat lunch with mum and bell.
and embarked to jurong point on my own.
(becox penny dun wan go JP with me =_( )

LOL! she have to go her mum's office to help.
whether she went to help, or she went to create troubles at the office by helping,
im not too sure.

=X


i cut my hair, and leave JP and head home.
later have to meet ming and his fren to do a project.

ill post a entry after i come back, regarding on my unhappiness over this particular project.

AHHHH

i was typing an super long email to a tee-printing company to ask for quotes on tee printing.
and just when i was typing halfway through,
i suddenly have this instinct that the browser might hang.
and i was thinking of saving the email first.


but i trust it lah.(actually i was lazy to save it)

and when i finally finish typing after 20mins,
(i had to phrase my sentences properly)

i click on "send".

guess what.
the browser went "page cannot be found".
okay runtime error.

shit u.
so was the email send out anot?
im not very sure too.
it better did send out.


im lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to retype.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

this post exists because i cant slp.

that day,
i saw a designer on orchard street.
"wow she must be a designer," i thought to myself.

the first thing i notice about her is her shoe,
er,

YELLOW SLIP ON.
with mickey and characters on it.

den she has got short above the ear bob hair.
with her thick plastic looking black frame spec.

and her 2 times bigger tee, matching the ever baggy pants.

shes big in size for a woman.



yesterday
i bring kopi down the kopitiam to buy my lunch.
as i walk into a blk,
i met another dog owner around my age, grabbing onto the rope that holds a jack russell.
and that damn jack russell got so excited over my kopi, no matter how the guy try to pull his dog, his dog just wont move.

if he dun move, i cant move, how am i going to the kopitiam to tabao my pork soup.

anyway, lets cut short the story.
the dog move eventually, and we headed the same way to kopitiam.
kopi got damn excited too.

so in the kopitiam, 2 dogs are looking at each other excitingly, barking at each other from one end,
while the 2 dog owners ignore each other existence and just tabao their food.


when heading back, i force kopi to jump over a small drainhole.

he was afraid of jumping. he never dare.
so i pull him real hard and he...
bobian have to jump with me lo.

LOL!

and there he goes, he jump and we lalala~ head home.





today

i put on my jogging shoes and..
i went jogging around durnean sec.
one round, and i give up.

hell. i sweat and i feel better.

i haven been exercising for past 3 months.
so im getting more and more unfit.
MUST jog at least once everyweek. if not ill get fatter since i eat bacon everyday.







_______________________________________________________________

fuck.
im not yr maid,
im not beneath you.

dun talk like u noe me inside out and bloody command me.

________________________________________________________________


now lets talk about

tomorrow


lion dance meeting tml.
and gg to accompany juan to get her first dog in her life!
=D. it feels like the feeling i have when im getting my dog that time.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

love letter to u.

and friends.

a friend just ask me "do i like my current life".

i reply "i love my life now."
and he say he is envious of my life.
thus, i reply "i have my own misery and pain too".

"but i have great people around me helping me out"



i have people who care for me.
i have friends who will standby me.
i have alot of best friends who will always hear me out.
whereby some people in this world wont even have one.

im contented.
whats money and gold and results man?
(but i still love money k)

thanks for loving me,
my heart goes out to everyone. =D


heartheart,
joy.




liondance tml at 9 and im not yet asleep
^&*@#$%^&*()^