ARGGGG

you noe whats the hardest part abt being a girl?


MENSES.

WOW.

wowwwww!
today went chu shi with ting, zenna and ahboy.




and....
388 lions in a row, this is how it look like.



a sea of lions, and you cant even see the edge of the end.

Creepy dolls

I was searching online for photos of creepy dolls.
and i chanced upon the perfect photo for my poster.

i dun understand why there are people who likes to collect dolls.
dolls are sososo creepy. (maybe except barbie dolls)

or no. barbie dolls are creepy too! i just remember an incident when i was throwing garbage down the garbage thrash, belle come up to me and pass me a naked BARBIE doll warp up in plastic and scotch tape. its creepy.

to make it worst, bell mutter "nah, throw away, the barbie die already."


and everyone should knows chucky the evil doll.
when i was young, me and my cousins(ahgirl, ahping, ahjie) will watch video tapes of chucky everyday after school.
Repeatedly.
we watch it like alotalotalot of times.
simply because we were kids and there isn't much video tapes at home.

most of the time we will hug together and watch.
SCARE STILL WANNA WATCH.
thats the most irony things about human.




i research more and found this lady who actually make creepy dolls.
She wears goth style clothes, and her husband too. They both practically live in the goth art world.

check this out.


eeeyeuuuuu~

what will you ask?

i just finish a PIZZA cum KFC feast at home.
FULLFULL!!

Today newspaper article talks about Lee Kuan Yew talk.
It goes on saying how our MM turns fiery upon a question that was ask to him about civil liberties in singapore.

Our MM respond by asking back in what way was our civil liberties restricted.
The girl who ask the question cant really answer the question.

It suddenly hit on me that... yeah. who saids singapore do not have the freedom of speech?

sometimes ill hear father and mother discussing about the government policies.. and once or twice i interrupt them and ask, "Why don't you speak out, tell the MP or media?"

Their answers always give me the impression that if we speak against our government, we will get jailed, or get deep trouble.



The way how our parents act and thinks have a impact on we. the next generation of Singapore.
Our parents say there are limited civil rights in singapore, so we believe.

Sometimes you see on internet pictures of George bush edited, or his pictures on tees and lots more. But in singapore, you can't just edit Lee Kuan Yew pictures and put his pic on your tee.

You need rights from him before you can do that.



In anyway, i believe there is freedom of speech in our small island, is just that, nobody really tries going against the government.(besides the opposition parties lah, obvious.)
I think the fact that there is still opposition parties in singapore shows there is civil rights already.


And the newspaper goes on saying no one rise their hands up at the question and answer session.

Nownow, what will you ask MM Lee when you sees him?




as for me...
ill ask..
What is your point of view of life?


and then ill ask....
Can i get a scholarship from you?





LOL.



i am daydreaming.
hate to go back to projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects....


see i rather copy paste "projectsprojectsprojects...." 100 time then do "projectsprojectsprojects...."

burpppppppppppp~
so full.

self assuring

we are always so ensure of ourselves that we assume things.

i assume things alot too, i reckon that will be how things should be, and if its not, ill be very disappointed.

just like my dumb dog, kopi.
he can tell i am not happy.
so he went over, grab his toy in his mouth and expects me to play with him.

but playing with him is so tiring that its not fun anymore, to me.
but to him, me playing with him, is fun, to him and me.

so he assume this will makes me happy, in fact im not.
this is an example of how we always assume things.





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thats why communication is important.
不要執著，不要執著.

Resolution 2008.

Right here im sitting in my living room sofa.
Morning 8am i was still rushing to go to school for IS lessons.

i make it in time. and hurray! because i cant afford to miss any more lessons.

it applies to all the other modules.
i was so anti school last term.
now, im still anti school.
anti poly yeayea.

why the hell will people wanna come poly.
all you graduating students should think ten times.
go to a private school and spent lesser time.


give me $5000 now and ill start a business, and quit school.

School is giving me headache.
I cant find a spirtual ritual to interview on, and it means i will not be able to pass the filming project. My teammates seems not kan chiong despite that we only left 3 weeks eh.

blehblehbleh.ican go on and on and on and on about school work. ARGGGGH.

10 years down the road, where will i be.
my fuel seems to be running low, i got no mood in doing whatsoever things.


nownow.

IS THAT DEPRESSION?



LOL.
probably low.
i just need a holiday.
a holiday filled with JOY everyday.








torturing 3 years. WEE~
no wonder people always say they miss poly life.
cock.





make a wrong choice, im filled with so much so much regrets.
Rod ask whats my biggest regret in life during christmas.
There are answers ringing in my head at that time, but i didnt say out.

advise me, make the best of your mistake.




i wont follow.



a new 2008. a new year. i want to correct everything right again.
i used to love going out everyday, i love fun, i love crowd. i love life.
but i go on to sec 4, i grow up fast.fast.and faster.
so i stop playing. stop play games, stop watchin tv, miss a few oversea trips.
to stay home and study everyday.

i score 7points in olvl.
my parents were so proud of me.
soso proud. i think. =)


time pass.. i thought i had forgotten how to have fun.
right now... i realize it was simply because i have grow up.


blogging has always been a way for me to re organize myself and my thoughts.
i remember reading newspaper and this uncle was commenting.....

"there is nothing you cant achieve in singapore if you want it so badly"


so right.

new year resolutions.

1. pull out somebody's hair from behind on the bus. (preferably THAT fat girl)
2. grow fatter
3. a canon d400 camera
4. a tattoo or two
   
5. build a strong portfolio
6. DRINK CLAM CHOWDER
   

okay im going to go cook campbell clam chowder now. HURRAY! one resolution done!

happy, not very happy new year.

BOO TO SCHOOL.